...Hi...

Hi... i guess this is just me saying how blah i feel right now. I am filled with nerves. I have started back at a new dance school after a year and a half break. I am taking my first ballet class since then today. I feel like i'm going to puke my guts up.
Not to mention the fact school starts tomorrow and i feel so blah about that too. I don't normally get this bad about stuff like this, but with sleep being non-existent at the moment, i think my body is just saying i've had enough.
I mean last night, all i could think about was how the reddy glow coming from my alarm clock looked a lot like the light Klarion has when he creates a portal or uses another spell. So yeah, i sat there picturing him and me just casually talking for a few hours.
Cause everyone has conversations with crazy Lords of Chaos. Right?
Anyway, i'm just trying to work up the courage to put on my pointe shoes and try a few of the exercises from before i quit. So far, i have gotten to the part of the inner argument that is telling me i'm being a coward.
So yeah. New chapter of Hero's Core soon. Hopefully...
Anyway... bye, i guess :(
(I don't want to go yet!)

100 questions!!!

So one of my friends sent me this. There was a hundred questions, so i answered them all. Enjoy. 
Disclaimer: please don't try anything that is mentioned in here if i have said not to do it. Because its probably a stupid thing to do that can kill you. 
Have fun!

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT? I have a scar on my hip where i was cut by a knife. Accident in the kitchen. Don't dance with knives! And don't try jumping with a knife. It is really dangerous

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP? nup. Oh wait... Sometimes i will scream in my sleep or groan, cause thats normal. 

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? Rock, pop, rap, funky stuff, lyrical/contemporary – yes it exists – and basically anything upbeat with good lyrics.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? No clue, think it was close to midnight. who knows. 

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? To play Zatanna in live action Young Justice. All you casting people email me! 

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS? I miss my friend Caillin who moved away at the start of the month (January 2014)

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)? My books, my phone, my computer and my pointe shoes. 

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU? About 1.73 metres

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? nup

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK? Nup, I love the dark better than light. {Come to the Dark Side, we have cookies!!}

i12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY? I don't cry...period.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PERFUME FOR A GIRL? Wonderstuck Enchanted by Taylor Swift

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? Black hair blue eyed guys!!!! or Red heads with bright green eyes, who are tall. Them guys are cuties!

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO? This is implying someone would want to marry me.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK? COFFEE!!!!!!!!! But i can quit anytime i want. I just don't want to. 

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING? Pineapple or cherry tomatoes.

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE? Watermelon or a smoothie.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED? Ummmm, probably my baby bracelet, or my teddy. And yes, i still sleep with her, cause she's awesome.

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY? Robin. Anyone else want to kiss Dick Grayson?

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED? nup. But i do have hyper-flexibility in my knees

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND? Lorna Jane or Hot Option

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW? yep. 9 of them

27. WHAT KIND IS IT? 4 Cats, 2 dogs, and 3 rabbits. My mums a crazy cat lady.

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING? I figure that falling in love isn’t really a choice. If I fell in love with someone, them leaving anytime soon would probably be irrelevant. Cause i would kidnapp them and tie them to a chair, locked in a bomb shelter in the middle of the desert. Duh.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU? Telling the truth.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED: "a number from one to a hundred." I like the number 16.

31. BLONDS OR BRUNETTES? dunno. Black’s my fav hair colour, but my hair is a dark brunette. Want to dye it darker but the rent's won't let me. :(

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL MOST OFTEN? Probably one of my friends. i don't talk so much as text.

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST? People who can lie better than i can. That bugs me. I mean come on!

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA? I’ve never been to the USA!!! I live in AUSTRALIA!!! . . . under a rock!

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES? Caring too much and being too loyal

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS? Ricky Lee

37. FIRST JOB? four hours at a hair salon, got $25 for it.

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL? Yeah, at one of my sleep overs, me and my friends used one of their mobiles, but we forgot to block the number so one person actually called us back!

41.WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE FILLING THIS OUT? Reading a profile on fanfiction and listening to some music.

40. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY? yes i have had about eight surgeries. nothing major though.

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST? My hair, my eyes, my smile, my brain,and my writing!

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? Nup

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? I have a wish-list somewhere . . . mostly books, games, movies and music. Money would be nice too. 

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT? None at the moment.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Yes, after one of the Bronte sisters

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? Yep, not that it works, but its fun so I do it anyway.

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE? natural organic. Weird question.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? My handwriting is strange, one minute its all good, the next it looks like i was writing my last message with my own blood as i die slowly on the kitchen floor. Plus i can write with my left hand, but i prefer writing with my right. 

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Tuna or chicken

52. ANY BAD HABITS? Fingernail biting, not sitting still, not concentrating. Oh and getting extremely hyperactive when sleep or food deprived! 

53 WHAT CD ARE YOU MOST EMBARRASSED TO HAVE ON YOUR SHELF? I don’t have a shelf: I have a rack, and I like my CDs.

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Yep. We'd be besties and probably drive each other up the wall. WARNING: 2 of me is dangerous, we would take over the world and steal everyone's gummy bears!!!

56. DO LOOKS MATTER? sometimes. I mean, sometimes i care how i look. I'll be friends with someone no matter what they look like. But if they stink, well we'll have a problem.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? Generally, i ignore it and at night aggressively workout or go around beating things up and throwing them. Picture Sue from Glee after seeing the principle. Yeah, that sort of angry-throwing action, though i won't growl as much, but i will scream. 

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? In my own little world. Or Mount Justice. 

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? My bike and scooter. But the best was my teddy! 

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE? 15? 20? i don't something like that.

62. WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A KID? Duh! I loved that dinasour!

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM? Duh. I'm a female!!!

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE? Mashed taters!

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL? I like guys who I feel comfortable around. Someone who can make me laugh and i feel happy with. But can also shout back at me and handle my shit without backing down. Someone who can fight back (verbally) 

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Charlie, Cee, Chuck. 

67. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE BAND/SINGER? I like lots of random music

68. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW? Young Justice, Teen Titans, Castle, and anything mystery, Batman stuff.

69. WHAT WAS YOUR ACT/SAT SCORE? I don’t think we do them in Australia . . . I get high scores in everything though, I’m a straight A student. We sit WACE exams, but thats not till year twelve. 

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? cookies and cream or chocolate cookie dough 

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES? I think so . . . let me check. yep i have them all. theres meant to be twelve right?

72. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? 2 minutes ago. Squats baby!

73. DID YOU NOTICE THAT THERE WAS NO #64? Number 64 was the question about Mac & Cheese and Mashed potatoes. 2 was missing though...

74. WHATS THE FASTEST YOU HAVE GONE IN A CAR? fast, possibly. 

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? yep

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK? Water. . . I think. i tend to look at the drink after i drink it. 

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? My Aunty. She was giving me a pep talk. 

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX? Eyes, hair, build, clothes, smile and then their personality. That’s how it goes with anyone. 

80. LEAST-FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG? Whats that even mean? But it could be Friday by Rebacca Black

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE? Myself, or the people who piss me off

82. FAVORITE MONTH OF THE YEAR? August or April

83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN? Zodiac is a cool word. Zodiac. Zo-di-ac . . . Leo, cause i'm a leo, my dog's name is leo. Let's all be leo's!

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?  really dark brown

86. EYE COLOR? A rich brown last i checked, but it could be chocolate brown, or reddish brown or golden brown, my eye colours can change depending on the season and temperature. Also my mood can affect my eye colour.

89. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT? Subway 

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI? YEP!

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED? Young Justice

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? Either Christmas or my birthday. 

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS? Piano, Guitar, recorder, keyboard, xylophone, anything that uses the piano layout. And I sing.

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT? Australian. Though it is possible i'm a demigod. 

95. KISSES OR HUGS? Hugs.

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? Relationships

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? Nail polish, royal blue.

98. WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU HAVE? Hot Wheels. Stole it off my brother too!

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING? about a dozen. thats just today. Ask again tomorrow and the number would have changed.

100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE: Haven’t dated, not dating, don’t intend on dating. Don’t know any guys worth dating and I don’t see the point in dating. Seriously? What is the point of having a boyfriend? No-one has given me a legitimate answer so far.

Don't know who came up with those questions but okay. I answered them. I now pass these questions onto Cathiie Terriea! You have to answer these Cathiie! 

Christmas Story- Heroes Core

Yes, i know its well past christmas, but i had started to write this story before christmas and just hadn't had a chance to finish it until today. But anyway, please read it. Its basically about the hero's first Christmas as a team together. I think its a nice story, but you should tell me what you think in the comments. 
Enjoy!

Christmas was never a goodtime. It was always sad and dull here. I visit these kids each year, bringing them presents. Crystost Orphanage, run by Gillian Greenlyn. They loved it when I came to visit, and this year I brought the team with me.

“ Hey guys!” I laugh as I get attacked by the kids with hugs. The smiles on their faces are the brightest smiles you will ever see. It doesn’t matter where you are, you will never find someone who could smile quite like these guys. And the best part about it, is that these kids, they have nothing. No family, no toys and no friends but the people with them.

As the kids let me go I crouched down and picked up the youngest, Timmy, and put him on my shoulders, and stood back up again.

“ I brought some friends, but be careful, they might tickle you if your not careful, “ as I said the word tickle I reach up and start tickling Timmy’s tummy.

“ Argh! Scar stop!” Timmy was laughing so hard, calling stop in between laughs.

“ Okay,” Putting Timmy down I walk back towards the door and open it for the team. All of them are smiling and carrying bags of toys.

“ Hey guys, Scar has told us a lot about you,” Raven says going over to one of the girls and putting the Santa hat she was wearing on her head. “ Is it true you helped him catch Tondron one time?” Raven had a huge smile on her lips.

There was a chorus of “yes” coming from the kids before us.  One of the girls went up to Knight and gave him a small hug, of which he returned and picked her up to sit on his back.

“ Well, we brought you guys some gifts,” for the next couple of seconds all you could hear was the sound of cheering, “ But first, I’ll introduce my friends,” I walked over to Whitenoise and stood beside her, “ This, is Whitenoise” White ruffled my hair and the kids laughed. Moving along I walked towards Apollo.

“ This is Apollo, and next to him is Raven,” Leaning forward, I block the view of my mouth from Raven and Apollo and stage whisper to the kids “ they’re dating, feel free to tease them,” The kids start laughing again and Raven moves to give my shoulder a slight slap.

“ And last but not least, is Knight and Clockwire,” I motion to each of them and almost immediately after Clockwire moves forward and sits down with the kids, one of the boys sat in her lap. She just smiles and give him a hug.

“ How about we hand out some presents?” Whitenoise grabs Clockwire’s bag from where she left it as well as her own, and moves to the kids.

“ Sounds like a plan,” Knight says and the rest of us follow suit, going to sit with the kids. I go to where little Timmy and his friends are and sit by them. All of us are spread out around the room, giving out presents. Each were either wrapped in a blue or pink wrapping and had a name on the front. We made sure to give each present to the right child and give them a hug and candy cane too.

I left little Timmy’s present to the last. This year was his first year without his parents, so I wanted to get him a special gift. I did this every year when there was a new child at the orphanage. Gillian loved the fact that I was always here, helping the kids through losing their family and keeping them fit and healthy. Not to mention happy. She also loved that there was always something the kids could look forward to every week.

As I passed Timmy his present, his eyes went wide and started to shine. I knew that it meant he was close to tears, remembering the last time I came how he had been having nightmares and burst out crying. I patted his back and nodded to let him know it was okay to open it.

Inside the wrapping was a new teddy, complete with the Omega costume (he’s always looked up to Omega) and sitting behind the bear was a frame of him with his parents at the last city fair.

Timmy let his tears run down his face, but he was smiling all the while. Whispering me a thank you and hugging me tightly, the bear forgotten squished between our stomachs.  I rubbed his back and told him that he could always come to me. And that everything was going to be fine.

Sitting back, he looked me in the eyes and smiled, a big toothy grin.

“ Thank you Scar,” and with that he ran off to go and show some of his friends the new bear and his parents. Carrying both clutched to his chest, scared they would break if he dropped them, or vanish.

I smiled as I looked around the room, watching all of the kids laughing and showing off their present.  The team all had smiles on their faces, laughing with some of the kids and playing with them.

Knight had a couple of girls on his back and one clinging to the front of his top while he told them, and the group of kids infront of him, a story. Probably about what he did last month, in the fight against one of his cities villains, but it didn’t seem to matter because the boys close to him hung on his every word.

Raven was braiding a girls hair, while another was doing hers. She had a small group of girls around her telling her about them and all sorts of things.  I heard her tell them about her family, and how she has a new family now, the team.

“ But how your team be your family?” one of the girls asked.

“It’s because we’re all so close. Friends, they can be your family too. It doesn’t matter about blood. As long as you share a close bond, those people will be your family,” Raven told the girls smiling warmly.

Continuing to look around the room I see Whitenoise and Clockwire playing a game of tag with a group of the kids in the backyard. Chasing each other through the snow laughing, and throwing snowballs.  No one seemed to mind the cold.

I see Apollo showing a few of the older boys how to pick up girls. I openly laughed at that one.

Gillian comes over to me and pats my shoulder. “You did good Scar, never forget the amazing things you do for these kids,”

I turn to her and nod. I then reach back into my bag and pull out a small gift for her.

“ This is for you,” I say handing the present to her. Watching her questioning look as she unwraps it and sees a spa day voucher and a cheque for ten thousand dollars for the orphanage.

“ Scar! I can’t take this much money!” She tries to hand the cheque for the money back over to me. Lifting my hands up to refuse, “ You can, because the team and I ran a few fundraisers and got this much money, so you could help more kids,”

Gillian hugs me tightly and I can hear the soft sniffles.

“ And when you take that spa day, the team and myself would be happy to look after everyone for the day,” I finish as she pulls away looking at me tears in her eyes.

“ You heroes really are the best people in the world,” she laughs and hugs me once more.

“ I’m sorry we can’t stay until later tonight, but we have the charity ball. However, we have arranged for a full meal to come here around 6:30 so everyone can have a nice Christmas dinner,”

“ Scar!” I turn to see Raven walking over, “ We have to leave in a few, so we were going to say goodbye to everyone,”

“Okay,” I turn to Gillian once again and say a quick good bye before wolf whistling to get the attention of everyone. The kids from outside come in and the team joins me by the door.

“ We have to go now guys,” I say sadly.

“ But, we’ll be back before you know it,” Clockwire promises them getting a hug from a few of the kids. The all say a goodbye and thank you before we leave.

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That night at the charity ball, all of us made a speech about how all of the night donations would be split so all of the orphanages in every city would get some money to help them through the next year.

By the end of the night we had raised over $4,000,000.00 ready to be given to each of the orphanages that next day.

All of us slept well that night knowing what a good thing we were doing. Not only were we fighting the bad guys but we were also helping the people who needed it most.

Anyway, i hope you all enjoyed it. Please leave a comment about what you liked, didn't like, or any suggestions for the stories i am writing ( Heroes Core and Fallout 16) or a short story you want me to write. 

Shout Out to Cathiee Terriea whose birthday has been and gone. But still, Happy Birthday! And see you at school next week! And you should all check her blog out http://thesearethesidesofme.blogspot.com.au/

See you all next time!